"I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me. Because of you, I'm afraid. I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh, everyday of my life.
I watched you die. I heard you cry every night in your sleep. I was so young you should have known better than to lean on me. You never thought of anyone else, you just saw YOUR pain. Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything. Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in. Becasue of you, I'm ashamed of my life. And now I cry in the middle of the night for the same damn thing."
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